I can’t imagine myself seeing you with someone else

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Because I know that it will hurt so much. I know that it will forever break my heart. I don’t want anyone else to have you because I’ve invested so much emotions and feelings for you and I don’t want to throw it all away. I can’t stand the thought of knowing that someday, somebody else will have you. Someone will love you more than I did, and you will be happier with her than me. But as long as you’re mine, I’ll give you reasons to stay so that you wouldn’t have a chance to trade me for somebody else.

 

Simplicity.

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It is really true that SIMPLICITY is Beauty. I know that sometimes when you look into the mirror and you don’t like what you’re seeing, you feel ugly and we all had those times when you just don’t feel beautiful especially when people say mean comments to you, on how you look, the way you dress, the way you weigh. Do not let them define you. Do you know the causes of disliking one-self?  It’s because you’re comparing yourself to others instead of just being yourself, or simply you’re not appreciating what God has already given you. So many girls struggle with this thing called “Perfection”. Sometimes girls often make a mistake by comparing themselves to models on magazine’s or those girls on TVs,  and it seems like that If you can’t be or look like them ,it feels like you’re not “IN” or your just ugly and fat and different. Yeah, I said that right! Isn’t that true? You suddenly feel all those negative thoughts and feelings get to you.

It’s time that you stop trying to be someone else. Find yourself and accept who you really are and what God has called you to be. He loves you and He cares for you! You don’t have to please any one.

Things I hate about him:

  •  I hate that he’s all I think about
  • I hate that he’s the one thing on my mind 
  • I hate that he’s a player
  • I hate how he says the sweetest things which makes it impossible to reply back to
  • I hate how he knows me more than I know myself
  • I hate that sometimes he doesn’t think about what he says before he says it
  • I hate that he’s everything I want
  • I hate when we fight
  • I hate that I don’t get to see him as much as I would like
  • I hate how much I love you
  • But the thing I hate most of all, I hate that I can’t hate you.

I love…

  • your thoughtfulness.
  • your ability to speak without saying a single word.
  • the softness of your lips against mine.
  • laying in bed with you talking about nothing.
  • your ability to make friends wherever we go.
  • your passion for your hobbies and interests.
  • the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
  • your sense of humor.
  • your willingness to share everything
  • your ability to talk things through.
  • YOU. I just love you. Everything about you. ♥

If you try to go and flirt with someone that you know is already taken,

then I am sorry but I have no respect for you whatsoever. You don’t deserve it. If two people are in a relationship and they’re happy, learn to back off. There are all these other people in the world so go and be with them, why do you have to try and make moves on someone that already has a significant other? Do taken people give you a sense that you won a prize, is it more of a challenge that you want to accomplish? Going out of your way to try and be all cute and flirty with someone that is already spoken for, do you lack a brain? A relationship consists of two people, learn to count. If you get hated on or shit on because you want to try and be a home wrecker, I have no sympathy for you because you deserve every little bit of it. If two people are happy, just leave them alone.

But you happened, you came into my life..

At first I was confused, didn’t really know what I wanted, I didn’t know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take you seriously. You told me you like me. So, I decided to come close to you as a friend and find out who you truly were and what you were like. You seemed cool, nice, bad boy and funny. Some things I really liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with you.

In the beginning, things didn’t seem that well, I actually had my doubts about you. I wasn’t sure if you were actually taking me seriously. But, it was too late to look back; I had already fallen for you since the day I met you and I wasn’t really looking forward to giving up too soon. I wasn’t going to let you go so easily!

Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. You have truly changed me. Still, in a way, I’m scared ‘cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just can’t explain, but I know it’s there waiting for you to come and uncover it. You are something I never thought could exist for me. You are one of the best things that has happened in my life, and I don’t regret being with you.

 

I really did try to give you the benefit of the doubt.

I tried to be okay with you, I gave you numerous chances to change my opinion of you, to show me you’re a good person, but in the end, you just proved me right all along. You took advantage and manipulated everyone so well. But I saw right through it all along. It’s sad how much you used all these people that I really care about, these people that I love. I don’t know how to put it kindly, but you’re a really low, sad, and pathetic person. I don’t even know how you can’t feel any guilt for what you’ve done and how you’ve done so much damage to someone so good, someone who was nothing but the best to you. You don’t deserve love or a family because you don’t know how to treat people with respect. I have never felt so much anger towards someone before. You are worthless and I hate you for what you’ve done and I do hope that one day, you will realize that you lost the best thing that could have ever happened to you. I know they will be okay, because they have a family and people that care about. All you care about is yourself, and in the end, that’s all you’ll be left with.